You know what? I'm sick and tired of everything. I'm going to give up writing music. I can't sing, I can't play, and I definitley cant write.

My latest EP sounds like a shit collection of Midlake songs that were too embarressing to put on any record. I don't like it, and there's no chance in hell anyone else will.I'm probably too stupid to pass these exams, I'm shit company, I'm not much to look at, and I can't ever do anything properly, or right. All I can do is get wasted, and to be honest, I don't even seem to be very good at that. Everyone else can go out and feel good and have fun, I just get miserable and introverted. I don't even know why I'm writing this if I'm honest.

I'm feeling isolated, unconsoled, and yet I'm too much of a cunt to let people try and help me. I'm a great fucking guy. I dont deserve the people I know.